I'm fighting the thoughts of darkness and past too or rather background that is not like a wow to appear on social media and so on. Just recently I removed my profile picture from medium and had this flower pic instead while I was trying to calm the storm in my heart and head due to the step cousin unwarranted outburst of assumptions. Then again i thought, why should I take away my profile picture when medium have people who are more mature and sensible to judge my character better than whoever is near me. It is nice to meet you Rugile.