I have my regrets about joining the police too. Sometimes it hurts as hell when I think of the end of the year bonus, mid year bonus and performance bonus. Those were what my savings grew on. But, living at the present moment, I wouldn't have felt the love and warmth of Europeans who came to my country to create businesses. It makes a huge difference as I'm born in a Muslim family. I found my extended family or support from the French. I'm thankful for the experience in police, and I'm more thankful being surrounded by better people than those of the past.