I cried buckets while writing about my dad. Then I saw this post when I am still weeping thinking about how do I buy a house with no sufficient money in my pocket. I wanted so much my dad come live with me, but yeah... Not a roof over my head yet. I read your story here.... I don't know how marriage life is. And if I will be alone in my old days. But I hope I'll experience love the same, as many others gotten. Thanks for sharing this. Not many men express themselves. And a lot of people said to me sharing is like making ashame of ourselves in public. I chose yo believe that we are here to support one another and lift up ourselves together. I read a book on purpose driven life. If we can't face vulnerability we won't overcome it too. You're brave for sharing this. I hope days get better for both of you. 💝 Stay safe. Treasure each other yea.