I am sorry for your loss, Deb... I know how it feels like when you need to grief, you struggle to write, passion in writing isn't with you, and you need to let her go. My late aunt passed away, and managing her Will with the lawyers and all the politics assumptions or perceptions between families also left me uninterested in writing, talking, speaking, socializing and trusting anyone. I had not any time to grief except some days I did feel low. But, I also have to move on. You will take time, Deb. Keep her love in your heart alive as that could be a strength for you when days get tough.