Getting better is one of the factors i am hopeful for. However, at the back of my mind, I don't wish the isolation days to be over so soon. Perhaps I am not ready to face the challenges of spring cleaning the hoarding mess of a decease's flat to facilitate the Will, while others counted down the time to receiving the money inheritances. I think I am hurt and angered that the deceased appointed me as the will executor when my bank account isn't enough to cover her debts forefront first.